He’s dead. And actually he don’t mean nothing to me except that he was one of my seniors in SHS era. Though, this phenomenon -if I could call what recently happened as a phenomenon since it kinda hardly happend in my circle of people- make me think further about my life itself.
Depression. I knew this kind of shit.
So it may comes to your head, “Suicide?! Don’t be a coward. Stupid. Moron. Pathetic. Easy exit. Selfish. What the hell this people think they do? Why do people with depression make thing get worse. The act like they are idiot.” Yeah… THEY JUST CAN’T THINK. as simple as that.
May Allah gives you maghfiroh. Allahumma firlahu, warhamhu, wa afihi wa’fuanhu.